It’s about 3 a.m in the Midwest. Everyone (the kids and hubby) are sleep and I’m just lying here trying to figure out life. What’s my purpose? How can I be here for my family and generate income without feeling guilty? How does one have 3 degrees and yet can’t seem to find a decent paying job? How does one change careers in the midst of being a mom to a toddler and a 6-month old?
How does this 38-year old who reflects on childhood and pre-adulthood desires to be a writer, make this happen after all this time? Where is the time to do so? At 3 a.m. I guess.
What does one do with all her frustrations and inhibitions regarding writing, purpose, success and navigating this thing called life?
Will anyone read this? Is there anyone who can relate? What will come of this? I want to write. I want to share and connect. I want to vent and complain. I want to encourage and uplift. I want to challenge myself and others. I want to learn, to research, to investigate, to interview and more!
I need direction. I need guidance. Most importantly, I needed to write my first post and to just do it! The rest will fall in place…I hope.
Well, I did it!